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Temper, Temper

So recently I blew up and posted a rather rude tirade on Facebook. Well that’s really what I should expect of myself after a bottle of wine and a few vodka cranberry soda’s. Way to go on losing my cool, collected personality.

Some people would perhaps view me as a carpet because I am kind and generous, perhaps sometimes too kind and too generous. Sometimes people don’t appreciate the small things, but I’m someone who loves to do the small things. Some people get used to constantly being given the small things and therefore forget to show appreciation.

Some people have so much on thier plate, they forget to show appreciation, or maybe just assume that they don’t need to say or do anything because they know that the carpet will always be there to walk on in a month, 15 weeks,  three years or even 10 years time.

Well the circumstances shouldn’t really matter, common courtesy dictates that if someone does something nice for you, you should say thanks.

I guess I should stop being so kind and so generous to so many different people, then I wouldn’t be so frustrated and feel so let down when I don’t get the appreciation that I rightly deserve.

I know the rules, the secret to a simple life is to keep things simple, so why do I insist on complicating matters? Complications can sometimes be entertaining and are a good distraction from the mundanity of life, I find it hard to concentrate on a job for a lengthy period unless there are entertaining sparks.

I was so angry at all the people who have let me down, not got in touch, let their lives carry on without acknowledging that I’m of any importance to them. But I was more angry at myself for letting myself be so upset, about things that I really didn’t need to be upset about. I wish I could accept that I’m a bit of a nutcase at times, well sometimes I can accept my craziness but sometimes it drives me up the wall.

So i’m embaressed about my outburst of angry emotion and I summed it up as a venting session, I don’t know if I am ready to draw a line under it or through it and dot the full stop to move on to the next statement. I’m still upset, but I don’t know how best to deal with the sadness. well in time I won’t be upset it is funny how time really is a good healer.

I can’t be too surprised at myself though, it’s how I am. I have a temper and maybe the best way to get it out was to post the tirade, except I overused the F word. So next time I’ll say fuck less.




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