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The way i feel it

So the way I am, I’ll tell you but only if you really want to know….do you really want to know? On the good days, I’m walking through a meadow that is fresh and clear, I breath in the green and out the zest and I fell fresh, all is good here, all is healthy. [...]

I love my daughters but desire a son

So here we are. My husband said that in the new year we could conceive our last baby. But he’s turned his tail on this and it’s broken my heart. He’s escaped blame by saying that he never promised this…well to my understanding it was so. We are caught up in various financial issues. Trying [...]

My Dad Died

For much of my life I had my Dad on a pedal stool. In some lights he was a man to look up to, he certainly succeeded in many areas of his life. But he made some huge crucial mistakes. I love my Dad and I’m torn to shreds over the last five years of [...]

What happaend when I went home

My fathers doctors phoned me and told me I needed to come home, of course, they euthanized him before I got there and he died on my birthday . I walked around Hong Kong airport…in the last hours of my dad’s life….coming home to him, I think he would have liked that. I had memories [...]

For My Dad

David William Chapman Gray was Born on the 4th of November 1945. Dad was a bright child who excelled academically and in sports. He could have played football or cricket for GB, but fate made it not to be. Academics then became his passion. My family know well his boast that he won a bet [...]

You the Dragon and me the Horse

Your eyes were always my weakness, that and your unshakeable ability to love me, I had no esteem back when we were young, and didn’t always consider how best to treat others. Your soul belonged entwined with my love for  you, for your kindness to me, your love to me and the understanding we have [...]

You make this all go away

I try so hard to escape those past dragons. They have such marvellous wings though, the way they breath fire and smoke. I’m drawn in and I’ll dam myself by letting myself keep hold of something I can never have. How could anyone blame me when they hold such shiny, well cut crystals. When they [...]

Ade’s Birthday Poem 2014

Ade’s Birthday Poem 2014 cartwheels, carwheels, cycles, circles, round and round the seasons go. Birth and laughter, giggles, dancing, learning faster as you grow. Headaches, heartbreaks, homes behind you, reap the plants that life did soe. Hold me closely, not too tightly, gentle, gentle, sweet, sweet beau. Counting, Wanting, waiting, watching the sands of time [...]

Russian Roulette Song by Rhianna

Take a breath, take it deep “Calm yourself,” he says to me If you play, you play for keeps Take the gun, and count to three I’m sweating now, moving slow No time to think, my turn to go And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest Said I’m [...]

“Tear You Apart”

SHE WANTS REVENGE LYRICS “Tear You Apart” Got a big plan, his mind’s set, maybe it’s right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it’s [...]